I was doing real good keeping up with my blogs at first but then November came and talk about the labor load.
I’ll start off with my internship. My adviser decided to put two issue’s out back to back so instead of every other week it was two weeks back to back. I practically lived in the newsroom. I almost set up a blow up mattress. I have learned in this roll as layout editor, that the writers can make or break your work. I had some serious issues when laying out issue 3. I have to say it was my weakest issue. I was so embarrassed by it that I really tried to make a come back with issue 4. Thank god I had more articles. The newsroom started out with a good strong team and then writers started slacking and not even turning stuff in. Some even disappeared off radar. The editors are always a no show on the days the paper goes to the printers. I am the only one who seems to care and keep putting in the full effort needed. It was alot of work and stress. Oh and get this, I was rep-remanded about doing other people’s jobs (aka the editors). They were leaving me hanging. I have had many jobs, played many rolls and wore many hats so to speak. I was an office manager, and in another job ran a business. I can be a team player but I will also pick up the slack where it lies so that we reach the ultimate goal and succeed with greatness. I hate it when other people bring me down, but I was told to not worry about them. I don’t think they understand that as the layout editor all other jobs effect my job. It’s really starting to get to me that others don’t care as much as I do. I am happy with the final work but it could be better. I am also a little unclear on what is my duty and what is the editors. Even after the advisor explained it to me. What she says is the editors job I feel should be my job. I feel anything CREATIVE should be the design persons call, especially if the editors don’t know what they are talking about. Now don’t get me wrong the people I work with are good people but not good people to work with. I am not talking about all of them, only some are difficult to work with. I am venting because I have had to deal with the slacking and the putting responsibiliy on others instead of taking care of it their selves. It’s only getting worse over the last two weeks. I give all my time and I don’t get any homework done and now I am super stressing.
Alot has happened in the last 2 1/2 weeks. While all this is going on, my grandfathers health was declining so he had to move in with us. My mom wanted him to have my room because its attached to the bathroom and faces the pretty woods. I had no problem giving it to my pop-pop but I have alot of stuff so after I would spend my whole day in the news room, I would come home around 10 and spend my nights packing my sisters room to move me in there and pack my room to get it empty for pop-pop. I would go to bed sometime after 1am and then wake up at 8am to do it all over again. I also had to move furniture three times. I was exhausted but I had to keep pushing along because I had responsibilities. Two weeks later and its not over. We are still moving furniture and boxes beyond boxes. My siblings are home for Thanksgiving. Since I took my sisters room we had to clear out the office/spear bedroom/storage. This room was almost filled to the ceiling with boxes and furniture. First we had to empty out the room, then paint it to match my sister’s old room because she picked that color. We also had to put her furniture in there and set it up for her. The reason why we were doing all this is because my sister is spoiled and she also didn’t have a room to come home to so we tried to make this transition easier. I can tell you though the transition has not been easy but I keep jugging along and try not to dwell on the problems. My pop-pop has alzimerz and was just recently diagnosed with lung cancer. The man is also like Monk on TV always moving things and straightening them up but sometimes not in a good way. He also has a wondering problem, he can’t sit still for long. The first couple of nights I was woken up by him wondering in my room at 2am and I would have to guide him back to his room. Not to mention the gross stuff but lets just say I gave up my bathroom and now all of us have to lock our doors too. Now a family of six is sharing my parents small bathroom which is not clean enough for my standards (I am a bit of a germaphob). I am about to lose it with the dirtiness everywhere.
On top of all this I still have to pay my bills so I babysitt and now I am up to watching 6 kids and no that is not a typo. My calm mental state is about to snap. I am so drained. On thanksgiving break I am watching the kids full time so I have to get up at 6am and I don’t stop running till 9pm. I have my presentation to work on for my practicum class, my final photoshop project and on top of all of it I have to layout another news issue when we get back from break……AHHHHH! I have no time for anything and I really hope I get my projects done in time.
I swear if I am left hanging again on this newspaper. I will walkout and work on my projects because I need to gets A’s in my classes. I really hope I survive the next 2 weeks because I feel like I am about to break. Yea to make matters worse my adobe software is not working on my home computer so I have no idea when I am even going to be able to start working on my Photoshop project. I really can’t wait till this semester ends…………..oh NO i haven’t registered for spring classes yet because I have been sooooo busy. I have to go. I will blog again soon. Have a Happy Thanksgiving everyone!
